Dec. 18, 2022

The Monster

The Monster
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GROW  Greatness Reached over Oppression through Wisdom 

Mad Dog
Hindset is 20/20

Forgiveness is key

I was 10, just a kid when Momma met The Monster 

She had 3 kids already when she met the Monster, me and my 2 Brothers, 

then 1 by the Monster, the baby, her youngest

Turned out he was married but he wouldn’t let my Momma go

The Monster looked like a normal human being except he had 2 fingers halfway cut off so it looked like The Monster was always giving you the Finger Sign 🎵 
Monsters don’t always look scary

And even Monsters can change but for this Monster Change came too late, Forgiveness would come first..

The Monster did so much to Us


They want me to Block it out 
Therefore, wipe it away, like it never happened to me

But it did
It happened to us,

I Lived with an Ike Turner except he was worse 
He truly tried to kill us

My Momma was a Good WoMan who didn’t do nothing but work to try and take care of her kids

He would always beat her
In front of whoever, back then it was still mid normal for this type of behavior but EJ was 
The Monsters name

For years Beatings

Police did next to nothing 

She tried to leave him
She tried to get on with her life

She even met another Man
A Kind nice man who was nice to Us kids

He shot him at my aunts house and We never saw him again
Then he drove off with my Mother threatening to kill her is she ever tried to leave him again

A Married Man

One day my Mother brought us home from my aunts house, He was waiting on the porch,

Dressed up, when he dressed up thst meant bad news; he began in on her, no cell phones back then so he couldn’t call her

He went to the car to get his guns 
He thought we ran in the streets but Momma hid us in the weeds all around the house

I held my baby sister, Holding her mouth to keep her from making a sound
I remember picking a grasshopper out of my shirt afterwards 

He would beat my brothers so, till I cried for them

Once, he beat me and sent me to school
This was in the 70’s
My mother got a call from the Teacher, 
he never whipped me again

It would be when I was 14 he turned the abuse again towards me

This was my Mother’s escape, he was sentenced to 4 years in prison

He died shortly after his release from prison in a very ironic way;

His own son shot him
I was 18 then, I saw him before he died

From being shot He was paralyzed in the rehabilitation center
His eyes were closed as Me and Momma went in

She walked up on one side of the bed and I on the other
All of a Sudden, EJ’s eyes flew open and for the first time ever, I saw fear in His eyes

In my eyes Forgiveness, I’m sure in Momma’s too

Without a word, Momma and I turned and left
to begin again our Journey to GROW💫💞

Time has healed
It is Done

Greatness Reached over Oppression through Wisdom 

Yes we forgive, but we never forget or we are doomed to repeat
Bad memories can haunt you for ever if you let them

       Release✨💝 God Bless

Live, Love, Learn and GROW for Tomorrow💫💞

God is Love
Love is the backbone of all religion

Sow Love, GROW Love all over the World
To drive out hate and make the World Great

Material things dont mean anything, one day we shall Leave with nothing

We are Spirits having a Physical experience
Life is what you make it, make it Beautiful ✨💝

Sow Love here We GROW 💫💞